I've been depressed more than 2 months because of Ronnie's death. But I had feeling, that I should do something to overcame this situation. II didn't want to see my friends, didn't want to talk to them or go out. I knew it was wrong way to spend time and life. So I started to paint again. I wanted to create something with pastel palette. Someone of my internet friends was complaining that I never make a pictures of women. Yes, it's true. Actually I do not like women at all. The idea of this portrait came to me like a sun light in the morning. I woke up with knowing: today I shode make Tarja's portrait. I'm not her fan, but I liked her voice when I was 7 years younger. She was one of those singers for which I started to study opera and became operatic vocalist. So I finished it after a little break. I'm not very happy with result but anyway let it be. I see, it's not perfect, but I do not want plug away at the one picture too much time. I have to move on.